Yo peeps well i just found out that im getting my tonsils removed in summer so....i have a couple months to live XDDD

So anyway.....enjoy lyrics? XDD

Monster

I wish I was the multi-colored sky

I would change colors and everyone will notice

I wish to be noticed not to be ignored

Before i'll be crushed into bones

But why does it matter?

I want to express myself I want to be a somebody

But I feel decived, abandoned,isolated from others

People are happy but im departed from them

Ill just look at the mirror and touch it

Who do I see?A person that could feel pain for all eternity?

I say to myself am I a monster?

Why does the rain fall when I cry?

Why does it feel cold as which im feeling now?

My dreams are prying out of my arms

I dont want to feel alone and being apart from people

I'll disintegrate and become dust

Not to be found, not a trace

My Only Hope My Only Faith

Yes I could hear the beating of my heart

It feels like someone pounding everything out of me

The dead silence calls me to sleep

I close my eyes I could see a butterfly

It just flies away from me

Then a small child crying out pains

Begging it would stop

Abused , it left scars that will never heal

My only hope is a butterfly

Please come save me

It hurts to breath

My voice gasps for you

Everything is so dark

I can't find the light

I feel like I can never wake up

Please come back and cure me

Its like leaving me forever

I want to laugh I dont want to be contained

I just want to have fun

No more lies, No more pain

I want the truth

I dont want to have a black heart

It just tears me apart

The One

I've always kept dreaming for you

Your smile it keeps me warm

I feel upset not being able to reach you

I feel like I already knew for the first time

Your just like the sun , just keeping the cloudy days away

Just shining brightly

Just in my dream I feel like I could touch you telepathically

I always find myself crying just seeing you makes me happy

I could always reach you and speak but my words does not get to you

I could feel you just shaking my heart

It just bleeds for you

You are the one the only one that I will cherish forever

(coughs this one was for a friend LMAO XDDD)

Torment

You might realize you think your joking

But its worse than that

Just squeezing the life out of everyone

Teasing them and making them feel like there nothing

Just standing there makes them want to be set free

Which one friend or foe?

Why do enjoy making people low of themselves?

Thinking your so superior

Get away from me I hate you

Your nothing but a pile of shit

The tears they cry makes you happy

Making them not believe if anything can come true

Just craving more attention

It just makes me sick

The flow of anger rises

The end of this

Just final words your useless

(this one i was pissed XDDDD) well it gives me a good song about it XDDD cause i was cussing at my locker....and that time about when i was yelling at the toilet for not flushing XDDDDDDDD

Powder Snow

Awaken, a new day yes, is it refreshing?

The sky changes

A blanket of pale grey covers it

It starts to cry frozen tears

Just let it touch my hand

So sensitive it melts

It just slides off

Its just a sprinkle of white powder

I just look upon this icy wonderland

The plants die as shades of black starts to form

Just like a flower I just want to be reborn

As I grow I began to get weaker and wither

Just everytime when I look at this miracle

It just reminds me how much time flies

It overwhelms me I began to feel faint

I fall just into nothing except this cold lanscape

I began to feel nothing makes sense

As I began to freeze away in this place

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Mother

Dear Mother

I cannot take this ,its unbearable

I tried and I failed

Whats the point to still keep going?

Everything has been done

Even if i figure it out it will close and more clues may still come

Yet you still hold hope

Must I stop?

Will I still keep going

I can't do anything

But you say "It's ok"

You told me I will suceed someday

Will I finally accomplish something?

I can't help but think where do you find the enthusiam?

How do you still keep people from stopping?

Is it because that you believe in dreams?

And never give up?

Why do you even insist? Am I still a child to you?

Mother im sorry I betrayed you

Is It Hate?Or Is It Greed?

I wonder , just wonder
Why is it the world is full of hate, crime?
It just hurts me
I just wonder
It's filled with peoples' emotions
Love , Happy ,Sad
Why does it feels like its upon me?
I feel like i have to solve them
Its drving me crazy
Its a puzzle that no one will ever solve
I see people cry , I seen them hurt
I want it to stop
Why must it continue
Sometimes I wish the world would stop with its crude past
Just a moment of peace
No, it must continue the sad lives have been gone
Must we be stuck in time for the days have been already past?

i jsut wrote this

Merry

Just a slight cool breeze yes,is winter here?
Leaves wither away,as the tree stands out in the cold
The twigs began to break
As each day gets colder
Everything is so brisk
Sleep tonight will you sing me a soft melody ,just take me into a dream where hopes happen
Wake up,everything is covered by white dust
Which fortold our past
Yet so sad,everything just slides off
I look upon the sky I stare blankly into it
Hold out your hand let this sensation smile
It melts away slowly as our past goes with it
Like a dream it shatters
Is it the time to be happy?cheerful?
Dont be shy let you emotions pour out
Yes the sky it sings of this wonderland
It takes me away just to our future
Will we be happy?Shall it collapse in pieces?
Yes a merry time to be happy
Merry Christmas the sky whispers

Merry X-mas PEEPS!!!! XDD

heres me lyrics..that i think are the best of them all XDDDD

Imaginary?

Just looking out my window just looking for a person who doesn’t exist

Just lonely imagining things

You just make me smile...

Just sleeping silently as you appear im my dreams..

Just a warm welcoming ,yes it makes me warm..

I could just touch you but it would just pass through you

I could feel you can you feel me? just holding my hand wishing on a star and reaching but the hands disappears..

It’s just hanging by a thread

Just never there anymore

Feel so sad

Dark clouds start to form

Just raining.……just dripping and I could see you in each drop

But it splashes away..

Your image everything

Just im so frail just a last memory

Soon...I will be gone, will I be there to see you?

Just maybe...

The thread...it just breaks...

I never will see you

Just weak and so frail im just fading..

Ghost

Everything blacks out nothing but bones and dust

I could see you so depressed

Have you last faith in me?

Im not there to support you

I want talk to you and touch you

But my hands goes right through you

As I speak not a word a single word

I feel like I dont exist

Am I nothing to you?

When I see you cry im sad

When I see you angry I just feel unhappy

I used to remember what fun we had just the laughter brings it back to life

I look up at the sky and wish this was a dream nothing happended

But the memories and the sadness burns my heart it spreads like a fire until nothing is left

Erased from your memory im forgotten

Do you pretend im not there anymore? Do you pretend I dont exist ?

Is the memory burning our past away decaying until every single thing is gone?

There is nothing left of me,nothing left

ok now i got a new idea...............

i was thinking about making lyrics for gazette FROM THE GAZETTE FANS

meh good or bad? XDDD